Arrival

 I rewatched Arrival last night.  No surprise,  I had forgotten nearly everything about it.  But it brings up an interesting question... if you knew what was going to happen in the future,  and it was a bad ending,  would you still go through it?

I found myself doing some deep soul searching today.   As bad as this hurts,  as much as it hurts to breathe in and out right now,  yes,  I would rather have had all the good you and I did have,  even with this outcome,  as opposed to never having had you in my life. That's not to say I wouldn't do things differently in hind sight. But even if it were the same outcome,  yes,  I am glad to have the time we did. And I pray there will be more some day.